The subculture of Ballbusters :D

[Marina Glückskeks]

You know, in metal, but especially in gothic, you tend to split people in "us" and "them".
So when i thought of what men i liked, it was like "black long hair and long coat... one of us."
Now, something strange has happened to me and the way I regard men now...
I identify so much with bb already that I have begun to distinguish people.

Yesterday in the driving school, there was a guy that worked there, I had not seen him before. He looked down at me like he thought "Eh... you dumb little woman do your license yet, lol but i can drive already, im so cool", you know, something derisive was in his words, ways and looks.
He had big stubby fingers, really ugly and powerful, and was pretty tall. And I thought like "Lol, you think you're the man, youre the greatest, huh, but one kick and you'll go down just like all the other posers, gasping for air, fool, you can't compare to my boys, they are cool." XD
And by the boys i mean the ballbusting men.
I begin to split people into the categories "is one of the others" or "is one of us" - one of the people im atracted to, one of the people that I find cool. Its not that i think bb guys are harder so they are cooler, but they are different, and "can take it". Thats kinda manly... and sexy. Why ever, i dont know, its that way.
Its not like "the more he can take, the cooler the person" but just "Yea, somebody who takes more than 1, THATS a sexy man to me.
I can hardly express it!

I am fascinated because, i met this boy, and hes not muscular or anything likt taht guy yesterday but HE takes his 10 kicks, and thats impresses me, that is -somehow- sexy.
Maybe its like football player wifes would say "our men are cool because they play their game so great" and goths say "our men are cool because they are so stylish and beautiful" - well and our guys in BB are so cool because they take their hits so sexily, wahtever, i like it!

What a phenomenon but its how i regard the world now, its adding to my gothic lifestyle... Gothic ballbusteress or something ;)

*SMILE*

[Beaten13]

Interesting comment. I do tend to think of women in terms of "Would she be able to bust" now. I don't know what it is, but some women exude a certain confidence, and you think... she would bust my balls with no hesitation. Thanks for shrig your views.

[None]

I love your take on this.
Your willingness to share your thoughts is almost unique, even among the guys in our circles... Thanks for sharing this with me/us. :)

[CC]

haha, yeah. I agree.

[CC]

lol, yes Dante, me too...

Although I'd even let unattractive girls bust me...depending on how unattractive.