My sunburn still plagues me, more in the face though, the one at my feet is gone. I picked a Sony Bloggie Cam for 20 in Ebay and thought im well equipped or sake i picked that tiny cam up. Because the large Cam is out of play for the most banal reason in the universe Oo

Fun thing how i bragged to Nic about the 400min Lithium Ion Accupack and how it lasts forever, turned it on, 237min left... but the accu had been neglected too long and suddenly it went down to empty. And i cant…

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The boredom you feel others call depression

But you are used to so much more

You are not impressed, just bored

Just bored and lonely, that I am



Im Neris, i drank the night

Im Neris, I drink the night

Im Neris, I'll drink the night on

Until the night is me.



And they beckon better times would come

Claim its beautiful to imagine a bright horizon

But everything is empty and bland

Extinguish that tale of a light

Because i…

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https://streamable.com/8b1pll

Psyderfire!! Rapid repeat :D

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In dieser Geschichte benutzte ich einfach FIguren aus meinen zahlreichen anderen Geschichten, ein Crossover of sorts. Es ist hauptsächlich Dialog, der auf detaillierte Beschreibungen der Umgebung verzichet. Malt sie euch selbst aus. Der Junge in der Geschichte ist das Objekt der Begierde, und es mag verwirrend sein, er wird sowohl in dritter Person abgehandelt als auch als mit "du".  Weil ich ihm beim Schreiben gern nahe…

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...and why you are a philistine.



Im frequently asked what im into, and what i like most.

BUt do you really care to know, or do you just want me to answer

like the hooker from F.M.J. that comes over to joker and Rafteman?

"Well baby, me so horny, me love you long time. You party? Me sucky-sucky, me love you so much" 

Everyone knowing the witch for a minimum of time knows what shes into.



Fancy effeminate emos.

Shorthaired tomboy girls

Metal…

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Dear fellow sadists,

One wonderful person reminded me: "BB is athletic" (quote Miss S) 

 

How about we be sadistic on ourself and motivate each other for some daily Squat torture! What do you say?  I want you to go to the gym with me that was in the mail today, its no fun to go alone!

*hands you a gym flyer*

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"Here at the SadistShapers gym we train like Kat the saviour. Try our willing living training Equipments, the numbers branded into to…

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RAPID TRIGGER, BITCH

Introducing Romvoette Creambomb --- WOAAHH --- AND THE ASIAN FLAVORED GLASSBREAK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ICeSlIcZTk

Sup guys. I got 48 cans of Uludag Gazoz Soda. Any questions Im the Queen? Matter of fact! Now that im back after so many years, im amayzed by how many things have changed and stayed the sayme.

Im a disbeliever of the positive! Cant believe im being remembered, cant…

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i was at a BDSMmeeting yesterday. 15ppl had signed to come. 1 showed up. That guy wasnt into BB. And they say RL is more real than online

It all happened in the evening of March 31st, I had had my 2nd session that morning with a young man from a city nearby, and when we talked in skype later, he told me he regretted to have left me so quick. I showed my mom my fave clip of Travis so she finally would know how it looks like waht her daughter is doing to the men. She didnt like it anyway, but who cares.

My guy said he want to meet me again. I asked him when, and when he answered "Best would be yet tonight" I took it as a joke… Continue

Hello, its me again, telling you about my 2nd session. Originally, we said we do it on thursday, but the guy could not wait anymore and wanted to do it today, on wednesday. I talked to him yesterday and he was a little drunk, so a "Are you really like that or are you just acting that perv?" came over his virtual chat lips.

He would find out, I though, and thats the story of how we met.



At 10.40 am I left the house and walked through the allotment gardens to the parking area where i… Continue

Hello everybody, this is Rina telling you about my first ballbusting. I am not a ballbust virgin anymore :)

Today is sunday, so what I'm going to tell you happened 6 days ago, on Monday.

I came home from my driving lesson and felt stirred up inside.

I had not had a good time, driving the car was no fun to me and the critics had rained down onto my sensitive soul like a rain of steel nails upon blank nerves. Moreover, I had had a little accident in the driving school itself. A low… Continue

You know, in metal, but especially in gothic, you tend to split people in "us" and "them".

So when i thought of what men i liked, it was like "black long hair and long coat... one of us."

Now, something strange has happened to me and the way I regard men now...

I identify so much with bb already that I have begun to distinguish people.



Yesterday in the driving school, there was a guy that worked there, I had not seen him before. He looked down at me like he thought… Continue

I was told I should post this. People asked multiple times what I like about ballbusting. I have answered that I like the "thankful drop". dvhour said tonight that he noticed men and women regard the topic differently. Might be. So here is my point of view. Lets start with the thankful drop :)

The person wishes to be busted, its consentual, and when he has enough and goes down, he's glad.

Yes, there is pain in his face but deep inside theres an individual saying "Thank you, that you did… Continue