Hello Greg,

You are welcome re; the response and the expression my feelings on bb. Although, (as stated in my profile) the fetish as such, is of relatively minor interest. Rather, I have a strange "fascination-with-castration". This is MAINLY in regards to fictional accounts of feminine self-defence and or retribution for violation. BTW, thank you for praising my articulation of my opinions re; "martial arts", "career choice" and "second guessing".

Yes, (occasionally) I have been required to employ my "unarmed combat" training. I do not know that, I was instructed to loose my "wrath". Yes, you are correct in your comment "And, you have clearly stated in your profile your mixed feelings about the act of the bust itself.". Yet, many people seemingly (yourself included) want to share their enjoyment of being kicked in the testes, with me. Or failing that, the pleasure of seeing some woman do it. Can you not "see", the cross purposes present?

Once again, I find nothing humourous about human beings in pain. Particularly, in so much pain; an individual can not stand or speak. So much pain that, even breathing is stressful!

Thank you, for the vote of confidence in my professional abilities. Perhaps, other men are a bit mad? Then again, they may simply lack confidence in me. As I did fail to protect someone in my care, fairly spectacularly. After all, if I failed to protect a child, how can I be trusted to "look after" an adult? Then again, the few other female colleagues I have, said they had the same experience. That is, with men not wanting them as personal security.

For what ever it is worth, you can not "HIRE" me. That is, I am in the employ of my government's security service. However, my spouse wants me to "defect" to America. This is understandable, as he is a Yank.lol

Warm regards,

April

Hello Greg,

I regret, not responding to you sooner. Thank you, for desiring my participation in your group. Also, for stating your appreciation for my "Ton of martial arts experience...". Thanks, for praising my "Commitment to excellence..." re; my work. My field is security. I provide personal protection to visiting female VIPs (and their dependents) whilst, they are in the Americas. For some reason, (many) men do not seem, to want to be "looked after" by a woman. I have never "quite", figured out why.

As I stated previously, I think we come at "This fetish", from different perspectives. I read (and reread) your profile, a number of times. Also, some of your comments in the community. As you have noted, I take my pursuit of various martial art disciplines, quite seriously. The same applies to my study and practice of various "unarmed combat systems", such as Krav Maga.

I do not enjoy, visiting violence on other people. Certainly, I would not derive pleasure from causing serious discomfort (or pain) to an individual, in a martial art or self defence, instructional setting. Frankly, this is true for the competitions I have been "steered" into, as well. Yes, I enjoy winning. Seems, I am a naturally "competitive person". Something, other women have pointed out to me, on a number of occasions.

The philosophical underpinnings of most martial art disciplines, stress respect for others and for oneself. The operating goal is (generally) to become proficient in a discipline, so as to master it. Also, many people here (mostly male, or so it seems) fail to appreciate my "mindset". Even though, they claim to have read my profile.

I state repeatedly that, I enjoy injury to the male genitalia in cinema and telly programmes. Specifically, in circumstances involving self-defence or retribution for a violation. In real life, I do not find blows to the male groin entertaining... no matter the circumstance. Yes, I understand there are MANY people here of a different view. Indeed, I accept and try to respect that. Some find voluntary blows to the male groin pleasurable. Yet, others find non consensual blows delivered for some offence entertaining.

Yes, I have delivered blows to a male's scrotum. However, these have all been in defence of someone or myself. Indeed, I have delivered substantial strikes to the sacs of boorish men who, have taken gross "liberties"! Yes, I have experienced momentary satisfaction from "teaching manners". Even in a couple of instances which, resulted in emasculation of deviant sexual predators. However, if one r-e-a-l-l-y reads my profile, one will appreciate the conflicting emotions at play. Some of them quite complicated. Indeed, I tend to vacillate between emotional extremes, over those outcomes. There are days when, I constantly "second guess" myself. Then again, there are times I derive a kind of grim satisfaction from having (likely) "disarmed", a couple recidivist sexual predators. The days, I permit my subconscious free reign... much darker (and deviant) feelings come to the fore.

As (I hope) you can discern, your focus seems quite "different" than mine. My interest (or satisfaction) in this "fetish" or kink, lies within very narrow parameters.

Warm regards,

April

Hi Greg,

I am well, thank you. My best wishes to you and yours, this holiday season. I read your profile and our interests, seem a bit different. However, I am curious re; your "MARTIAL ARTS FEMALES" group. I have studied and practiced a number of martial arts over the years. However, when engaged in Kenpo, Wushu (specifically, Sanda) and other systems, I do not favorite the groin. Although, I know a number of girls (in some of these martial arts) who do. So, I do not know that, your group would be for moi. BTW, I did start out in the more "genteel" disciplines of Jujitsu (specifically, Akido) and Judo. However, my instructors and work (and perhaps nature?) stared me towards the more violent systems. Til, I finished up in Krav Maga!

Warm regards,

April

Hello Greg m,

I am afraid, I do not have the time these days to participate in Karate competitions. My work schedule does not allow me the proper training and tournament prep, one needs.  Unfortunately, this is a busy time for me work wise. There is a good deal of travel involved. I hope  you and yours are well.

April

Hi Greg.  Thank you for making me your friend.  I joined just yesterday and I'm still trying to find my way around and arranging to post some photos.

thank you for the kind comment!