Pandora's box of writing

[Jenoo]

I was a hobby writer my whole life. I wrote poems, novels, short stories. A had some ideas which I later dropped, and did not write, and some of those kept haunting me for even decades. So I just got an idea for a ballbusting story, and started to write it, to free my mind.

But as I write it, ideas keep coming, and it is running long. (8150 words already and growing.) This is the only community I know of this kind, so I would like to ask your thoughts on my concerns. I numbered them, to make answering to a given topic easier.

If I get any supportive answers, I intend to share it with you all in the proper segment of the page.

1. I am Hungarian. This is on the list of the "most fucked up, don't try to learn" languages. I speak a confident English, yet I lack a vocabulary for literary words, and tend to misuse expressions. I mostly write in Hungarian, but this BB story is in English in case I share it with you. I do not have a proofreader, so it will stay as is, when I would post it in this site. Any advice on grammar, language or so is warmly welcome. I won't take offense.

2. I am a really slow reader, and I read even slower in English. I have a lot of my own fantasies and have a wife for real life experiences (though I have a lot of too wild fantasies, which might never will be put to reality), so I have read a very small amount of ballbusting, femdom or CBT stories online. This is a very specific fetish, so I am sure, that a lot of people have similar fantasies. I am a little afraid that the manifestation of my very own fantasy will be called out as plagiarizing something I've never seen.

3. It's my own little world. The focus is on paining prominent characters' testicles, yet other kinks are included. Most of those are basic humiliation, and dress/underwear fetish, or BSDM in general. I see it is in the terms of this community, but I am always a little insecure about including anything else.

Your thoughts?

Edit:

I'm adding links here to every episode already uploaded.

Motherly advice, Chapter 1 – Boyfriend introduction

Motherly Advice, Chapter 2 – Pool party sleepover

Motherly Advice, Chapter 3 – Friend interruption

Motherly Advice, Chapter 4 – Pool party challenge

Motherly Advice, Chapter 5 – Generational competition

Motherly Advice, Chapter 6 – Sistroduction

Motherly advice, Chapter 7 – Movie night reverse

Motherly advice, Final Chapter – Like mother, like grandmother

[Bobby Timms]

2 i wouldn’t worry too much about plagiarism. Sometimes i see the same ideas in stories but it doesn’t bother me, especially if i like the idea.

3 other fantasy’s are good to include. It’s just for me when im reading a story i like there to be a lot of testicle talk and if the story goes away from testicles for too long or it has a slow start it can lose my interest. But that might just be my taste

[Jenoo]

I will soon finish the story, and I decided to post it anyway. Now the only thing I can't decide, if I should upload all at once, or one at a day or few days. It's split into 8 chapters, with alternating length, a few medium, and a few longer ones.

[kaptain kaos]

When will the rest of the story be uploaded? I'm looking forward to reading it.

[Jenoo]

Sorry, I slowed down a little, and then the donation hold cut me on the re-reading and uploading. It is already finished, and there will be total 8 chapters. Uploading the remaining in a few days.

[Jenoo]

It's all up now. I have no intention to write additional chapters with these characters, no spin-off, no fill-ins, no sequel.

Yet, in case of positive feedback, I will most likely write new stories given I have some ideas. Similar quality and content can be expected.

[Jenoo]

Okay. So I have a new idea for a mini novel, and new concerns.

A new idea for a short story of several chapters haunting my mind again, and I need to write it to free myself.

My concern is, that it is forming in first person. So the protagonist would also be the narrator, I don't know, if anyone who read my first series would like a similar concept this way.