Don't argue with Moon

[Foo Bar]

As readers here may know, Moon has been my good friend and my disciplinarian for a decade.  We live far apart now but see each other several times a year. As you can imagine with a woman who has wrecked my nuts literally hundreds of times, I'm quite obedient to her.

But humans are humans.  Last week Moon and I had an argument (by text message).  The subject is irrelevant - the point is, we both had some harsh words.  Like any argument there are two sides. But like any femdom relationship - she wins.

Next week I will see Moon again.  And when I think about it, I almost shudder with trepidation.  Because I know what she's going to do to me.  It's what she always does when we have an argument.  

Sometime shortly after her arrival, I'm going to find myself laying naked in bed on my back.  Balls will already be aching from a couple kicks she gave me before getting in bed.  And Moon will be sitting between my legs, one hand with a commanding grip on my testicles, the other hand distractedly teasing my cock.

And so it will begin.  At this point I will be shaking with fear as I look up at her face.  I hope she has that confident, even smug, little smirk.  Either way I'm going to get thrashed.  But if she's smirking at the start, it's going to be playful and fun.  But if she has that cold, stern look - then I know it's just going to be emasculation, no playfulness.

What Moon likes to do, is to rehash the argument.  To "discuss" it - while beating my testicles with her little fists.  She actually insists on real discussion - she asks questions, and I have to answer them to the best of my ability.  While she beats my balls.  While she edges and teases my cock. While she's completely in control.

In this situation, honesty is paramount.  Moon will beat me harder for an answer she feels is not fully honest, than for an answer that she just doesn't like.  She's known me long enough, she can tell. So I try hard to be completely honest with her - and she appreciates that.  But she's still going to break down my masculine ego, and make me thank her for it.

We'll rehash that whole stupid argument, every little detail, I know.  And any time I say something that makes her even a little unhappy, she's going to punch my balls. Or squeeze them - she knows how to grab the cords just right, to have me writhing and blubbering with barely any physical strength required on her part.  We'll discuss the argument for probably 5 to 10 minutes.  Tho it will seem like an eternity to me, as I look up at this tiny woman with whom I never should have argued.

Sharing her pain, that's what we call it.  Whenever she's unhappy - whether it's ordinary stuff at work, or a case like this where I fucked up - I want her to share her pain with me.  If she hurts, I hurt. I can feel the energy transfer from her to me, feel her stress decreasing as she "shares" with me.  And I know this argument upset her a lot.  So I know I have a lot of pain to share, and I deserve it.  

I've already started apologizing to her.  It's not about fear per se - whether she's angry or in a good mood, she's still going to break my balls daily.  "Discipline" she calls it.  No, it's more about the emotional state that "discipline" instills in a man.  I really do feel her pain, emotionally.  

The goal of apologizing to her is not to escape punishment, but for her to be in a good mood when punishing me.  The punishment itself is a foregone conclusion.  Either way it's going to be painful and humiliating.  If she's in a good mood, it will also be teasing and playful and fun, even tho she's disciplining me. She likes it when I shoot a huge load at the end.  However if she's in a bad mood, it's going to be cold, frustrating, mean - and when she does finally make me cum, it will be a pathetic and humiliating end.  

So yeah, apologizing to her daily until she arrives =)

I'm curious how other KITG couples handle arguments...

[Foo Bar]

Nope, not reuploaded. I've written some other stories about my times with Moon.  But this is a new one.

[Allen Witts]

What this reuploaded? In any event, thanks for taking the time to write this!