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**PLEASE NOTE: ONE-WORD ANSWERS WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED. WE PUT A LOT OF TIME INTO THIS WEBSITE, SO PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO FILL OUT YOUR PROFILE COMPLETELY. THANKS!** What Country are you from? How many languages can you speak? We have members from all over the world here; if English is not your first language, use Google Translate on our homepage.: Germany.
I speak German and English.

How did you find this site? What drew you to this site? Please take these questions seriously; it helps to enrich the quality of this membership and gives others an idea of who you are, to better socialize in the chatroom and by messaging.: from a german fetisch board

How long have you been into ballbusting and/or cuntbusting? And... what was your first experience like? (Give Details): I am in about 3 years into busting. It was a slow process. At one time I was talking with my ex boyfriend about what he and me do when we are pleasuring our self. I told him I like light slaps on my pubic lips. He took this into our sex life. On day or better one evening he did not slap light but quite hard. I was first upset about tthe pain but on the other side turned on. To keep the story short this was the beginning of more slaps, kicks, punches and some weird ideas how to inflict pain in the genital region.

How many people have busted you or have you busted in your lifetime? How often do you have the urge to bust or be busted? (daily, weekly, monthly, yearly): There are two people who busted me in the past and present.

How often do I have the urge to be busted.... hmmmm.... depends on my mood. At least some times more than I actuelly get busted :-)

Describe the feeling you get when the busting occurs (aroused, funny, empowered...)? Are the reasons for the bust out of self defense or is it for your entertainment? Do you have a busting buddy?: I like the busting for entertainment and out of sexual desire. I like big strong dominant men. Being busted gives me the feeling of being helpless in front of a man. I like the humiliation being treated that way. Also the pain in that body reagion where you normaly get the sexual pleasure. I can subjugate for that moment and give my partner absolut trust being that helpless.

What's your favorite part of a bust (the kick, knee, punch) the 'ooowwww', the drop, rolling around, the inability to breathe...? (Give Details): My favorite part is the moment directly after the hit. The pain spreading through the abdominal. The desire to roll onto a ball and protect my vulva. I also like the moment when I try to roll away from my "tormentor" and he hinders me and breaks my resitance so he can score more hits.

Have you ever seen someone hit so hard they passed out, puked, cried, lost breath, made funny noises, shivering on the floor...? (Give details on what you saw): I was lying on the floor after a hard kick that was miscalculated in power but I did not puke or pass out.

Describe the most memorable or most favorite bust you ever experienced? (Give the background, the details about the moment of impact, both of your reactions, how you both felt afterwards, the injuries, you know stuff like this...): I have no favorite bust. But the tension befor a bust is often very memorable. When the man looks me into the eyes, talks to me and I know in a few moment I will get hit in a very sensitive spot. The man will present me his power over me. Especially if he controls me be holding my throat, looking me into the eyes, speaking with a masculine dominant voice that maked clear that there will be no escape.

What are your favorite ways to bust or be busted? (Choose as many as you like): boot kick, heavy shoe kick, footwear stomp, shin kick, quick hard knee, quick punch hard, other

At 5:35am on August 7, 2016, Bernd Balls said…: Hallo Esther,

sei willkommen hier! CB ist auch ein interessantes Thema, grins**. Ich hab´ Dir mal ne Freundschaftsanfrage geschickt!

L.G. Bernd