Once in a lifetime...almost!

[Jim Dickens]

Once in a lifetime...almost!

So there is a woman who I met through some mutual friends a couple of years ago. From the first time I saw her I was interested but due to her having a boyfriend and being at the tail end of a divorce I didn't make any move. Now at this point bb was not my intention, I never bring it up until I am comfortable with someone and we have developed some trust, I just thought that she was everything I wanted in a partner. Beautiful, intelligent, independent, successful and on and on. At some point I realized that the relationship she was in was not really that solid and for other reasons decided that I did not think that the guy deserved her. I know that is not my decision to make, but we had started to develop a friendship and I cared about her and wanted what was best for her, eventhough it was never my place to decide what that was. So anyway I started to flirt with her a little bit when I would see her and to my surprise she flirted back, now I was starting to have stronger feelings for her and pushed the line farther and farther. She would always start to realize that we had crossed the line at some point and shut it down but then it would eventually start up again. The line that she never would let us be in a situation to cross was having sex and I knew that if we were ever alone things may go farther but for a long time it was back and forth and nothing happened except that we both became more frustrated. During this time I did date other women because I just never really knew if it would ever go any farther...until it did.

She dropped her guard and took me out for a drink for my birthday one night...alone for the first time. Things got pretty heated but she eventually stopped it and we agreed to see each other the following weekend. She had a small window and I never thought she would follow through. She almost didn't but two days before we were to meet I confessed my true feelings for her, assuring her that this was not a game to me.
So the night finally arrived when we were going to meet. She told me that she had a very short time but she would be there. I had planned a very romantic evening but we would not have time for all of it but we did drink some wine and talk about things and then she asked me to spend the weekend with her. This came a major surprise because it would be difficult to explain where she had been all weekend. So I asked "are you sure that you can do that?" And her answer "I can do anything I want, we broke up last night." I couldn't believe it this is a woman I wanted more than anyone I had ever known before and I would have given anything for just one moment but now it appeared as though it would be much more than a clandestine encounter that may never occur again. No this may be it, she was the one..I thought.
So we started to make out on the couch and as we did she crawled on top of me and put her knee right in my groin it wasn't hard she kind of grinder it around softly but I felt like she wanted to do more. I thought surely it was just my imagination she just happened to put it there but I still wondered. I didn't say anything to her about these thoughts or my fetish. Once we actually began to have sex she reached up and choked me lightly at first but eventually she was pushing her hands into my throat with her whole body along with some light biting and clawing on my neck face and chest.
After it was over thought were swarming in my head about her knee endind up grinding my balls I mean it didn't hurt it was very light, but was it my imagination that she seemed to want do do it harder and maybe was afraid of how I would react.
Well two days later we had our second sexual encounter which again started with some kissing and making out, and again she put her knee in my growing and started grinding while she kissed me very aggressively. This time the grinding was more forceful and aggressive as well. At one point she stopped stood up and unzipped my pants. She pulled my penis out and layed it vertically then sat down on it with her jeans still on and started dry humping it. This was also somewhat aggressively done and it hurt. In my head I was just freaking out, thinking oh my god could this be real, is she really that into hurting me. I had never had a woman do anything like this before I told them about my bb fetish and it always took them a while to warm up to the idea so this was just blowing my mind. It was so surreal I had found the perfect woman and she just happened to have this fetish? Too good to be true I thought. She doesn't realize that this may be painful is what I tried to tell myself trying not to get my hopes up too much. She rode my penis in her jeans for a little bit while all of these thoughts flew through my head then stood up and said let's go to the bedroom. When we got there I lifted her into the bed and layed her on her back and began to kiss her legs and inner thighs working my way to her vagina. When my mouth finally touched her she rithed a little bit and stared trying to turn around so that she could reciprocate, I thought that's what she was doing anyway, I do not enjoyed receiving oral sex that much but I wasn't going to stop her in the middle of this moment so I helped get situated and continued from 69 position. The next thing that happened blew my mind so much I almost came right then. She started to put my penis in her mouth but it was not nice, she used her teeth and was kind of rough about it then she slipped it out and started to suck on one of my balls. She put it her teeth and slowly started to bite down. She put enough pressure on that it was somewhat painful and held it while I worked on her. By now I was really starting to believe that she had a bb or cbt fetish but I still didn't say anything because it was so surreal I was just confused. It didn't stop there though When we finally began intercourse was on top of her in missionary position she reached down to her sides and under her ass and grabbed one ball in each hand and began to squeeze. HOLY SHIT I thought, this CAN NOT be happening! But it was! She didn't squeeze that hard but I thougt maybe she was still afraid to really let loose. I thought it would be best to let her work up her courage on her own and not tell her jut yet that I enjoyed it. I did this for several reasons, first I was still in disbelief, second I wanted to see just how far she would take it without any encouragement, and third I was afraid it would no longer be fun to her if she knew that I liked it.
So for a few weeks we screwed like rabbits and she gradually got more aggressive with her knees and started really slamming her ass down on top of my balls from different angles while she fucked me with her on top. She especially seemed to like a position where she would turn around at about a 45 degree angle facing away from me stradling my thigh. This position really seemed to do it for her but wouldn't get me off I didn't ask her where she learned it but it worked. Another thing about this position is that she could slam her ass backward into my right ball and totally crush it against my pelvis. So she would just ride the hell out of me and she would rock forward and kind of pause before just slamming back into my nut with all of her weight. When she would do this it was like she was trying to get either one of us off because there was really no rhythm to it. It was like she was just windin up to get max force then doing it again, and again. Eventhough at this point it should have been obvious that she was intentionally smashing my balls I was still in disbelief. Her squeezing got harder and harder as well. She absolutely did not have sex with me without in some way smashing my balls. Once she even sat got my penis inside of her and then somehow worked her way back to where she was sitting on the bed, me on my back and thinking my dick was going to break. She just violently fucked my from that position until she got off and then let it slip out. The base of my penis was sore for a couple of days but I didn't tell her. I was still thinking the more comfortable she gets the worse this stuff is going to be and I just couldn't wait to find out how far she would go.
Well it was a short lived romance with the woman who I loved more than anyone I had ever known, before ever having sex with her. Then she ended up being hands down the best I'd ever had in that department as well. But as things started to get more serious between us she panicked and ended up getting back together with her ex bf who she had been with for two years before I finally pryed her temporarily away.
I have to think the chances of finding a woman like that, with the same fetish was a once in a lifetime oppurtunity. An oppurtunity that I somehow managed to blow. The first woman I ever would have considered marrying or commuting too without the fetish, it was just icing on the cake. She also became the first person to ever dump me and I was devastated. Still am after 6 months but I can still appreciate the short time that we had together. I don't think that she would have admitted her fetish for a long time because she has a high profile job and is very careful about things like that but I really wish that I could have kept her long enough to see what might have happened, both in and out of the bedroom!