"Mean bitch ball breaking"

[Foo Bar]

Recently I visited Moon again for nearly a week. 

On our previous few visits, she had taken up a new habit: bending me face down over the edge of the bed, and kicking my testicles from behind.  She said she preferred it that way because she could get more kicks in before I collapsed on the floor.  I think she also likes that it's a really passive, "bitch" position for me.  I didn't like it nearly as much as kneeling and getting kicked from the front - but ultimately it's not my choice, so I got bent over and booted from behind. Yes I'm her bitch...

However before this visit I had been talking with her.  I told her I missed kneeling at her feet and looking up into her eyes as she kicked me.  Missed both the aesthetics of the scene, and the emotional impact.  Asked her if she would please kick me that way again on this visit. She said maybe, and I didn't push it.

After arriving at her place from the airport, she & I talked for a bit and kissed.  Soon she was teasing me, and had me hard in no time.  Without warning she jams her knee in my groin - but it's not a good hit, because my legs weren't spread wide and my pants are in the way.  She looks me in the eye and we grin at each other.  "Get on your knees" she whispers in a soft, girlie voice.

Immediately I kneel, legs spread, and look up at her.  She gives my nuts a little half kick, but sees my pants are still in the way.  "Take off your clothes" she whispers in the same soft, cutesy voice. Moon never raises her voice, never yells or barks orders.  So I strip naked, then get back on my knees.  She gags me with a towel, and steps back to look at me.  She giggles a little, clearly amused at my position.  And she lets loose a kick, perfect aim, and drops me to the floor with the first shot.  

Too bad we didn't make a video - it must have looked pretty hot.  The size contrast for one thing.  I'm a big guy, 6' 240lb.  Moon has always been a skinny woman.  But lately she's been stressed - job & family stuff - and she's even skinnier than normal.  At 5'6" 95lb, there she is, this bony little bitch, with a huge man kneeling naked at her feet, hands obediently behind his back.  Looking up at her adoringly, maybe shaking a little in fear but giving no resistance as she smashes her bare foot into his extra-large nuts and he collapses in pain.

As my senses recovered from her first kick, she motioned for me to get back in position.  Of course I obeyed.  And immediately she kicked my nuts three more times.  As the pain faded I found myself face down on the floor, kissing her foot.  That's us, I guess - within 15 minutes of my arrival from the airport, we were doing CFNM testicle kicking and foot worship.  We alternated kissing her feet and kicking my nuts for a while, until she had given me maybe 20 or even 30 total kicks, and I was completely defeated.  

Moon let me get up off my knees and kiss her.  She was playful, teased my cock, got me worked up.  She even let me get on top of her in bed, almost like she was letting me be a man.  She knows how to wiggle her little body against me to drive me wild.  I really wanted to cum on her face, but I couldn't resist her writhing under me, and came all over her belly.  She obviously enjoyed making me cum in that kind of humiliating way.  And my cum did look hot on her little belly.

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The next day around 11am we both had a little break from work, and I was getting frisky.  Moon gave me a little kiss and told me to get on my knees.  By which she meant to get naked, get gagged, and kneel in front of her with my legs spread and my hands behind my back.  She let me kiss her ass cheeks for a while and hump her legs a little.  And with that cute little smirk of hers, she quite matter of factly kicked my balls about a dozen times, until I was rolling on the floor in pain. 

Moon told me to get up and get dressed, we're going to lunch.  No attention for my cock, no more cuddling.  Just a light almost platonic kiss, and we walk to the restaurant holding hands.  Of course I'm walking with aching testicles, a constant reminder of what she just did to me.. and the light grip of her small hand in mind, so delicate.  

Early evening as we were finishing up work, Moon again told me to get on me knees.  This time however she did not kick.  Instead, she reached down, grabbed my sack, looked right into my eyes, and started squeezing.  Squeezing hard enough to make me cry.  There was no teasing.  She didn't lecture me, tell me what to do, discipline me.  She just squeezed til I was in tears, and laughed.  

Then told me get dressed, we're going to dinner.  Still no relief, balls even more aching than before, as I hold her tiny hand on the walk to dinner & back.   Soon as we're back at her place, she has me naked on my knees again.  Moon likes CFNM and isn't shy about it.  This time she's feeling playful.. teasing my cock, getting me worked up, desperate, begging.   She starts kicking my balls as she teases me.  Her aim is always accurate, but this time she seems to be giving me a break, not totally destroying me.  

She sits on the edge of the bed, me kneeling in front of her, and puts my cock between her calves.  She presses them together and we look into each other's eyes.  "May I fuck your legs?" I whisper, almost beg.  She keeps looking at me, smiles, and and nods yes.  Without lubrication it's raw, far from comfortable, which only adds to the humiliation as I fuck her legs, knowing this is as close as Moon will let me get to a real fuck.  

Moon smirked & giggled the whole time I was frantically thrusting my cock between her calves.  It must have looked cute, in a pathetic wimp kind of way.  She let me cum, squeezing her legs tight to draw out the last drops, and kissing me on the lips.  

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Day 3 was pretty busy, and Moon & I bickered a little.  At the end of the day, she had me get naked, I gave her an attentive massage, she kicked and humiliated me for a while.  Then said she was going to bed.  After tearful begging, she allowed me to cum by dry humping her ass.  She has a great little ass, and while the humiliation of coming this way is explicit, I do adore that ass...

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Day 4 we argued a lot.  Just stupid bickering arguments, usually about food.  At the end of the day she had me strip - this visit was going to be 100% CFNM - but no kicking this time.  First of course I gave her a full body massage to her satisfaction.    Then she had me lay on my back, and she sat between my open legs looking down at me.  This is her usual position for "discipline" time.  But this wasn't going to be discipline.

She started by crushing my nuts.  Like the other day, no teasing, no starting out light.  Moon took a commanding grip on my sack - she knows just where to squeezed for maximum effect - and started crushing.  She wanted tears. And she got tears!  She didn't say a word, didn't giggle, didn't smile; she just stared into my eyes and crushed my nuts til I cried.  

I hadn't even recovered from the nut crushing when her fist landed.  Not a playful hit.  No teasing.  Not even discipline - no words, no lecturing.   A hard hit.  And another, and another.  This wasn't our usual playful femdom: this was mean bitch ball breaking.  I couldn't think straight, don't know how many times she smashed me, maybe 20, maybe more. Each time hard, hard like she didn't want it to be fun, she wanted it to hurt.

She said while she was hitting me, in that same cute whispery voice: "This is an angry ballbusting."  She hadn't beat me like this for years.  I thought I'd been a fairly good boy that day, but how could I argue with her in this position?

After she beat me til I was a blubbering, pathetic mess - she rolled over and said go to bed.  For the next hour or so she taunted me, giving me her ass or her leg or even a little cock stroking.. just for a few minutes, then taking it away.  Finally she made me to go sleep undrained.  Moon was in a mean bitch humiliatrix mood - she later laughed and agreed when I described it that way.  

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Day 5 I wake up in a pretty bad mood from the previous night. Moon is bad mood too, and we immediately start bickering. But she has that little smirk again - I can tell she's enjoying my ongoing physical discomfort.  Throughout the day, in between bickering, she teases me a little.  Just to keep me horny, but doesn't give me any sort of satisfaction.  By night time she knows I'm desperate.  

She's still in a bad mood, but she starts to get that little grin, that little smirk.  She has me get naked in the "discipline position".  She starts out with her little smirk when the first punch lands.  Hard like before, no mercy, meant to hurt more than to be fun.  She's still smirking on the next punch, but as she lays into me her expression changes, she looks stressed and angry.  I'm in tears, yelping, writhing, begging - but she keeps smashing my testicles, keeps going - mean bitch ball breaking.  

After she was satisfied that I was a blubbering mess, completely emasculated, she did give me a humiliation handjob.  She edged me, no lube, made fun of my cock, repeatedly threatened not to let me cum, broke my balls some more, and made sure my orgasm was completely pathetic.  Obviously I thanked her profusely.

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Day 6 we got along well, hardly any bickering.  In the evening before it was time for me to go the airport, Moon had me get naked one more time.  No kicking or beating this time, she was in a good mood.  She gave me a fun, teasing, affectionate handjob.  A little ball busting, of course - after all, she is my dominatrix and she owns my manhood - but just playful.  We kissed lovingly and I went home.

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Moon bruised my balls on this visit - they were sore for a week after I left.  She hadn't broken my balls like that for many years, since we were dating.  I asked her afterward why she gave me such angry beatings, was I that badly behaved?  She said no, I was a good boy, she was just stressed.

Moon and I have long had an agreement that she's allowed to take out her stress and her frustrations on my testicles, that she is explicitly allowed to give angry beatings.  So it's okay, she's allowed to do this to me. In a way I feel even closer to her, and somehow even more submissive.  But no doubt this past visit was the most pain and humiliation she's given me in years.  I'm her bitch, that's for sure.  

Also Moon approves of, even enjoys, the term "mean bitch ball breaking". She thinks it's cute as well as a good description of what she did to me.