I am done with it

[nuri kocakulak]

hello guys, I just want tell you what happened to me and why I stoped ballbusting. They were all because of me paying a ınternationally well-known miss to ballbust me who has many ballbusting videos. Since I am not sub or slave (I believe in equality and don't care about power), I might skipped some of her rituals or how to say, list of things she wants me to do, appearantly that and my stupid answers to her questions made her very angry that she kicked my balls soo hard, after each kick I felt like I am dying. She kicked me from behind , on my knees and front many times. Pain was soo bad, omg. Dude it wasn't my first time, few years ago, I paid a domme to kick me but she was afraid (human) so she kicked me fairly. This lady is evil, she kicked me soo hard that after the session my belly and lower back with my balls and dick was in immense pain. Luckly, I live close, I made it home and went to my bedroom to rest, That pain lasted like 2 hours, 2 fucking hours.... Then, I realised I wasnt able to stand because pain was way worse when standing. like 2-3 more hours later, I decided to visually check them and They were all purple&black and there was blood in my scrotum as huge purple gland. After, I decided to go to hospital cos I thought my testicles are twisted or ruptured. Dude, It was sooooo scarrryy, I was paranoid, I thought they r gona get me to surgery and remove my testicles. Doctor checked em and told me that It will heal few weeks. That relief after hearing that is amazing. 4 days past from that session and I told lies to everyone, to doctor too about how it happned. I told them I fall on sthg from some height. since 3 days, I was in bed, today, still barely walking and in pain + they are still sooo tender and big. My skin on scrotum is changing. Still purple... I can't even jerk off because everytime I try my balls hurt soo much cos of the movement. It was awful week. 

I started to think, did it worth? it was kinda my dream to be busted by real ballbuster. but did it worth? I am happy I didn't have big problems . I have recording of that dream. But negative side is, the pain, that paranoia?? not sure. I will never do it. I love it, I will watch bb videos and jerk off but I will never try it again. Funny thing is, I was soo obsessed about getting ballbusting that I was thinking to get professional help(I thought I am perv and needed a treatment)  and ballbusting fixed my ballbusting problem almost entirely.

I have some suggestions, be safe, never mess with the person you give ur balls. doing it and watching it are entirely, different things. When in session, you aren't able to feel pleasure, all you have is thatt pain and shock. It happens soo quick, you don't even understand it, so better record it. Last and the most important one, Don't forget to use safeword (like I did) if you feel to, and never be afraid to say it.

[Petron Lason]

Please also send this text to the woman who kicking your balls.
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She should know it first, she must learn and rethink her behavior.