Tears and begging?

[Foo Bar]

Every time Moon took a commanding grip on my balls, I knew the beating wasn't going to end until I was blubbering in tears and pleading for mercy.  She was satisfied by nothing else. I think the experience of being brought to tears on a daily basis is part of why I felt so very submissive to her.

Yet I hardly ever see pornos where the ballbusting session ends with the man crying and begging like a bitch.  So it makes me wonder - is that experience not common in other people's BB relationships? Ladies, do you not enjoy hearing your man plead for mercy in desperate, high pitched voice?  Do people not find it hot to watch in a porno? 

[Weak dude]

I like it, but i am a man. But i does not think it is common.