my first ballbusting experience

[constulation]

I had to pay for my first ballbusting.

She was a street working girl. It was very late at night. I picked her up in my car and she took me to some deserted field

She was from the former USSR and she was surprised to hear where I wanted to be kicked.

I remember her opening her eyes wide asking "where?" to asking her to kick me in the balls.

It was great. both frightening and exciting at the same time.

She kicked me several times and grabbed me too as to my requests.

Since then I paid several working girls to kick, knee, grab and squeeze me.

It was ten years ago.

[Lexeme]

Once again thanks for posting your story. I really like how you explain how the fetish thought patterns manifested for you, because it was so similar for me. Happened to me around age 5 though. My brain was constantly reframing every feminine shape I saw into something that could totally take control of me. Have shared this story with a few friends to help them get a better idea of what this fetish is about, at least for me.
cheers!